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"It has been several months since The Ceremony was performed in order to move the City of Irad to the new location, and since that time Aeonflux's countenance has fallen dramatically", the steward related to Maccam, one of Aeonflux's closest friends in the land of Illyriad. "He has secluded himself in his chambers, he barely eats, he does not sleep. He says when he closes his eyes...", the steward paused for a moment, unsure of how to phrase the next part of the statement, "he...he says he can only see the eyes of the prophet, and it terrifies him. We cannot understand it, no medicine seems to bring him comfort, no ward runes will drive away this evil spirit that haunts him." The steward was clearly frustrated and becoming agitated. Deep lines carved their way across his forehead, and his eyes were seated in dark concentric rings that extended out and down toward his cheekbones. He looked tired, Maccam thought, in fact, everyone in the whole town looks to be about fifty years older than their chronological age. The wailing from the mourners could be heard for miles outside of the town; the women screaming for their children, men moaning and chanting, the dark priests of the GM Pantheon banging their tambourines, drums and symbols trying to entice the attention of the Grand Architects of Illyriad. It was a damned mess, a sound and sight that would drive anyone mad. As a result of the massive deaths from the ceremony and the
failure of the crops since then, the civilian backlash against the political establishment
was vicious and swift. Several Lords had been assassinated with poison, or an
arrow through the heart. They were the lucky ones. Some had been kidnapped and
their bodies mutilated, dragged through the streets like rag dolls then strung
up on the grand ancient tree in the center of the castle grounds. It was the
ultimate desecration. Maccam could barely contain his disgust. They traveled
slowly through the filthy and neglected city streets as the contingent of the
King's Guard scanned for any potential threat against the visiting diplomat.
The city had fallen into disrepair and the sun never seemed to quite break
through the cloud that hovered over the territory. The fog that descended upon
the city on that dreadful day lifted from ground level up into the sky, never
allowing any light in. Plants failed to thrive, color drained from the face of
once luscious foliage. Trees no longer sprouted leaves and no longer bore
fruit. The land was barren. It is a mystery that none could fathom, but somehow
the ceremony bound the people and the land, because the women, like the land
were no longer fruitful. They could no longer bear children, and those who did
conceive gave birth to still born abominations. It would have been better to
never have conceived at all. The land became hard and difficult to till, and
certainly most difficult to dig for graves. It was decided that the bodies
would be burned, as the stench of rotting meat from the scattered pyramids of stacked
dead about the city permeated the air. The priests of the GM pantheon created a
funeral pyre that never seemed to be quenched, as it always had plenty of fodder
to burn through.
As the diplomatic contingent passed the funeral pyre, they
fell silent. On the surface it seemed like a silence out of respect, but really
it was out of horror. It was a stunning silence for a stunning scene. Some
priests chanted, hoods covering their down cast heads, as others were
responsible for administering the rites of passage and tossing the bodies onto
the fire. There was a commotion and Maccam looked round about and saw a priest
struggling with a woman holding a little bundle. He was trying to grab it from
her, but she kept resisting. Other priests came over to assist and grabbed her
arms, and the first priest was able to wrestle the bundle away from her. He
could not be sure, as most of their bodies were covered, but for a moment it
looked like the hand of a monster. The fact that no one could
see the faces of the priests only added to the unease of the population. 
"Noooooo!" the woman shrieked, struggling against
the men holding her back. She tried to reach out again, but the arms were a bulwark
against her. "Please, please, please," she pleaded, "I will love
him, and take care of him." Maccam did not understand why she was saying
that, but as he looked back at the priest holding the bundle of cloth, a flap
that had come un-tucked from the scuffle revealed the form of a baby with birth
matter still caked to his small face. He had a misshapen head and mouth. There
was only one eye and the other was missing completely and was just a sunken,
swollen meat hole. The priest took the bundle and threw the baby onto the fire
and when it's soft flesh hit the red embers, a scream pierced the air.
IT WAS ALIVE!
"My GODS!" Maccam screamed, "The CHILD IS ALIVE!”
The steward hung his head low and turned away, unable to respond, unable to
look Maccam in the eyes in fear that it would reveal the callousness of his
heart; he no longer could feel empathy because in fact, he had seen this scene
too often and had grown accustomed to it. They all had, the only ones
screaming were the mother and child. The priests pulled her back, her hand outstretched
toward the inferno as the child was moving in vain attempts to escape the
flames. The screams finally ceased but the child's mouth was still wide open as
flames worked their way through the open orifice, transforming the peeling skin
into a charred mass. Maccam thoughts raced towards his own young son, and his
heart broke and tears slide down his regal face.
"What are they doing, where are they taking her!?"
Maccam demanded.
"My Lord," the steward spoke down to the ground,
still unable to look Maccam in the eyes, "She is a breeder, and they are
taking her back to the breeding grounds."
"The breeding grounds? What are you talking about
man!?"
He hesitated, because the presence of a new soul provoked
the stewards conscious and the gravity of the situation was hitting him again,
seeing through the eyes of one not accustomed to the reality of their
situation. "My Lord, you must understand, we take no pleasure in what we have
to do to survive. But since the exodus and tenrail spell, our population has
suffered and needs to be...replenished. Most children conceived are terribly
deformed and would never survive. Because of the population loss coupled with
the increasing number of birth defect, we do not have the luxury of allowing
the population to grow through the means of...natural affection."
"I cannot believe that Aeon would allow this! Is this
by his own mandate!?" The steward was silent. Maccam could not perceive if
this was an affirmation, or a negation. "Steward!? Answer me!"
"The Regent has been absent, a recluse. He rarely
emerges from his chambers and never lets anyone in. He barely speaks and will
only take a little food. We were hoping that you could speak with him; he
always spoke fondly of you. We are lost without-"
"Steward," Maccam spat, interrupting him in
mid-sentence, "Answer me! WHO commanded this plan of action!?"
The steward’s face jerked as if being physically slapped at
the fierceness of Maccam's presence. "The dark priests who performed the
Ceremony, my Lord. Since the ceremony and the death of the prophet Ah'briem,
The Regent has been despondent and in fact has been usurped due to his
inaction. Please my Lord, please, you are our last hope."
"Get me out of here," he growled. "Let me do
what I came to do so I can get out of this Gods forsaken place." He kicked
the side of his stead, let out a command and the horse galloped forward, past
the security contingent and toward the castle, but he could not escape the
smell, the wailing and the chanting priests. The horror of this place would not
be easily forgotten, and Maccam doubted he could ever eat game again once he
returned to the security of his own lands, or how he would wash away the smell
of burning flesh off his skin. He pledged to himself when he returned to his
own home he would hold his wife and son tight, and never, ever let go. ____________________

Aeonflux looked out over his land, once lush with promise,
now barren and grey. The trees looked like twisted imps, dancing in mad
contortions, their skinny arms reaching out to the sky in vain hopes of
reaching the sun. The black smoke stacks generated and sustained by the burning
bodies were the only contrast to the grey canopy. He saw the diplomatic procession enter the
city gates and spied the horror and rage on his friend’s face. What have I
done! The pain punched his stomach again and he doubled over and vomited
blood onto the bear-skin rug. I am surrounded by death, it's shadow reaching
over me like the black wings of a crow. HA! Crows make me sick! Aeon reached up to his ancient oak desk and lifted himself up and used the object to
prop his emaciated body up. He looked down at the message he received from a
Crow member, and rage fueled his body. "Please remove your Troops from my
Doorstep!" the header read. Aeonflux managed a chuckle, they had scouted
the area and lost many men in order to capture salts from an elemental they
hunted down. Not only did they not get the salts due to a miscommunication with
the skinners, but to add insult to injury, he gets a message from a sovereign
many times stronger than he, demanding that the troops leave the area, even
though it is unincorporated territory. The presence of the troops there was...'unacceptable.'
Aeonflux groaned as the pain made itself known again. So much for the Crow
Alliance spirit of generosity and graciousness. They are LIARS! In a rage
he crumbled up the message and tossed it aside. The game is over, I do not
have the strength to continue.
He thought back to that moment, when the prophet came
through the protective barrier the day of The Ceremony. His hands and forehead were covered in blood.
He looked like a lamb lead to the slaughter himself. His eyes! OH HIS
EYES! Aeonflux groaned again. Those eyes haunted him in his sleep and even
in his waking moments, they were forever tormenting him with one word,
"GUILTY!" The prophet raised his bloody finger and pointed directly
at him and then he bent down and started writing something on the floor. The
High Priest hissed at Ah'briem as the Tenrail spell continued on. Oh Gods
that drone...even now after all these months, Aeon could still hear it. What have I done?
Everything happened very fast, but as soon as Ah'briem
finished writing a dark priest emerged from the shadows, grabbed Ah'briems
hair, pulled back exposing his throat and slide a blade across from one ear to
the other. With the tension of the skin and cartilage undone, the prophet's
head came back to an unnatural angle as blood spurt from the second mouth. His
body lay crumpled on the floor and the river of blood flowed towards the
protective barrier. As soon as it touched the lightly glowing, effervescent
bubble, it shattered and fell down like lightly colored glass. It made a most
delightful sound, like tinkling bells, but then something terrifying happened.
The Drone of the High Priest's ceremony extended out from the tower and
engulfed the land wrecking devastation as creation was turned inside out. When
it was complete, the city had been moved, but the fog never lifted fully. The
land was cursed. He was cursed.
He brought in experts in ancient languages, but no one could
decipher what The Prophet had written on the floor. Finally an adept of
Ah'briem was summoned to the castle despite the uproar it caused. Already
worried about their political standing many Lords spun the situation around on
the worshipers of El'oheim and any mention of his name or doctrines were
outlawed under the penalty of death. It was signed and sealed by the ring. It unleashed
another wave of blood upon the city, as someone needed to pay, and since the
worshipers of El'oheim seemed unscathed by the incident some suggested that
they were the cause of the problem. The High Priest fueled this suspicion and
things spiraled out of control. More blood flowed. The adept had to be brought
in through the security tunnels under the castle grounds by only the most
trusted officers of the guard.
The adept entered the room, he was a remarkably young man.
He looked nervous, but certain of his path. He did not have fear.
"Son, please come here," Aeon beckoned the adept,
"No harm will come to you here."
"I do not fear death," he replied. "It is
you, who should fear death."
Aeon managed a smile, but his anger belied his magnanimous
affect. "Why should I fear death? When we die, we just go back into the
ground, or become dust from the fires and spread out over the land giving nourishment
to nature. Death is life."
"This is true in part, my regent," the adept
replied with remarkable respect. "The body, being organic, does upon death
revert to its natural, material components and becomes food for nature. But
your soul lives on."
"Soul!?" Aeon laughed. The adept looked up
briefly, smiled slightly, and then looked back down. Silence permeated the
room. "What can you tell me about this," Aeon asked breaking the
thick pause, pointing down at the text written in blood in the floor of his
chambers.
The adept walked around the script, paused for a moment,
then said, "This is the writing that was written, MENE, MENE, TEKEL,
UPHARSIN. This is the interpretation of the thing: MENE; El'oheim has numbered
your kingdom, and finished it. TEKEL; You are weighed in the balances, and are
found wanting. PERES; Your kingdom is divided, and given to others."
Aeon's heart froze, his blood went cold. Could it be?
"Regent", the adept continued, "You are
guilty. There is a natural law, which mages, engineers and architects understand
very well. They are masters of this law, and use it to their advantage,
advancing their own personal agendas for conquest, self-glorification and gain.
But there is another law that operates within the harmonics of natural law,
which is the metaphysical law. The law of El'oheim."
"How can a fiction have a law," Aeon scoffed.
"It is the same law of metaphysical mechanics by which you
are able to 'think', and 'know'. Understanding is not mechanics, in the
physical sense, because it is ever present and timeless. It cannot be weighed
or measured, so it is always missed, or taken for granted by the grand masters
of this realm. You 'knew' that you were guilty when you came out of exile to
take on this role. After all you named your cities after the enemies of El'oheim,
the mighty hunters who stand in the face of God and provoke judgment: Enoch,
Irad and Mehujael, the sons of disobedience. I know your name, Aeonflux, and to
know a name is to know the thing. I know your real name, and I know who you
really are."
Aeon stared down the young adept.
"You are Cain. You are a murder of your brethren. You
built cities for your glory and subjugated the people under you to wage war and
pervert the natural order for your own gain. This is the righteous judgment,
and why you have been found wanting. You KNEW what you were doing, you were not
ignorant of your situation. You chose to enter into this world to work inequities,
and now the repercussions are working their way through your kingdom, eating
away at the foundation of your wealth, which was a gift given to all freely by
the creator. You have surrounded yourself with the priest of Chaos who will be
cast down into a pit of their own making, forever suffering in the torment of
their own creations. They are carrion feeders, and only exist to see creation
and beauty marred and deformed."
The adepts eyes lit up and it seemed as though a wind rushed
through the chambers and filled the young man, his voice and demeanor changed
as if El'oheim himself were speaking directly to Aeon, and he was filled with
terror.
"There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth! Mother's
will cry out for their children! The Land will never bear fruit for you again,
you are cursed, Son of Cain."
The spirit that filled the young man receded and the imposition of
the voice gave way to the space around them and the room fell silent. The young
man bowed his head and tears fell from his eyes. Aeon felt nothing, no remorse,
nor sorrow. Only fear and loathing. His heart became hard, his eyes fierce and
his fists clenched, he spat, "Get....out...!"
The young adept bowed before him, low and to the ground. The
humbleness of this act filled Aeonflux with even more rage and anger! It was
a visceral fire! Before he knew what he was doing, Aeonflux screamed and
brought down his sword on the man's neck, severing the head from its body. That
was a line that shouldn't have been crossed, and now his fate was sealed. He
murdered an innocent man. The guards came into the room, and were aghast at
what they saw. The Regent was soaked in blood, his hair matted with gore. His
eyes were fire and rage, they couldn't be sure, but it looked as though his
hands were talons. He looked other worldly, like a creature escaped from the
abyss. They ran out of the room, fearful for their own lives and fled the
castle. From the day on, Aeon was alone in his castle and alone with his
thoughts which turned against him. He saw creatures reaching out of the shadows
trying to pull him in, anyone who came to him looked like a monster with
chattering teeth and the speech, which was intelligible to others, was
translated into horrible laughter in his mind. All joy was removed from his
spirit, gold and gems lost their luster. The world that once shone bright and
full of promise had become a dull throb. Even food tasted like bland matter. He
was the true embodiment of what it means to be the living dead. Animated, able
to walk, talk and move, but soulless, which he slaughtered the moment the blade
broke the skin of the young adept's neck.
It was over. The game is over. With great labor, Aeon made
his way to the chair by the large window that had a marvelous view of the ocean
cliffs. Even though the scene would take anyone's breath away, it too was
meaningless matter now. He turned around to his desk, took out his journal and
made one last entry. After it was finished, he place the journal on the desk,
face open. He pulled out a dagger from the drawer and with an uninterested
expression on his face, drove it deep into his wrist. Funny, it doesn't
hurt, he thought, even this has lost any meaning. I am dead, an empty
temple, a sepulcher. With his bloody hand, he took the blade and gripped it
tight even though he had severed most of his tendons, and drove it deep into
the other wrist and slit up. There...it is done, he thought as the blade
dropped from his hand clanging on the stone floor. It is time to wake up.
This is just a dream, and I am the dreamer. There is no heaven and there is no
hell. When the darkness comes, I will wake up somewhere else, as someone else
in a different land and a different time.
The blood that was at first warming his lap, became cooler
and cooler. His whole body was going cold, and it was more difficult to focus
and breathe. There was a sense of peace that came over him as the last bit of
life force oozed from his wounds. This is it, he thought, it is time
to wake up. And then without fanfare, the light became dim and the shadows
over took him. He was dead, but he was still thinking. How can this be!? He saw a face in the shadows, heard laughing and hissing. Talons started
grabbing at him, pulling at his skin. He felt pain. This is not right!
Something is wrong! Hands grabbed his feet and his legs and pulled him
down. He tried to scream, but many more hands came out of the darkness and covered
his face. He knew only fear and pain as the talons ripped merciless at his
skin, which reappeared after each chunk of flesh was taken away, allowing for
an unending torment. He began weeping and gnashing his teeth. He was alone. In
the dark. Forever.

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Maccam enter the chamber room and saw his friend’s lifeless body
at his administrative desk. His eyes staring, skin cold and white as marble.
He turned away as he closed his eyes in shock and pain. He was too late. The steward
let out a blood curdling scream and fell on the ground. It was over, the
kingdom is lost and they were refugees. Maccam made his way to the desk and
found The Chronicles of Illyriad and saw that it was dated for today, Deziember
13th, 4th Quarter of the Winter Solstice. He picked up the book and saw that the entry was addressed to him personally. He read:
Maccam, my friend. Have you ever heard of the madman who on
a bright morning lighted a lantern and ran to the market-place calling out
unceasingly: "I seek God! I seek God!" As there were many people
standing about who did not believe in God, he caused a great deal of amusement.
Why? is he lost? said one. Has he strayed away like a child? said another. Or
does he keep himself hidden? Is he afraid of us? Has he taken a sea voyage? Has
he emigrated? - the people cried out laughingly, all in a hubbub.
The insane man jumped into their midst and transfixed them
with his glances. "Where is God gone?" he called out. "I mean to
tell you! We have killed him, you and I! We are all his murderers! But how have
we done it? How were we able to drink up the sea? Who gave us the sponge to
wipe away the whole horizon? What did we do when we loosened this earth from
its sun? Whither does it now move? Whither do we move? Away from all suns? Do
we not dash on unceasingly? Backwards, sideways, forwards, in all directions?
Is there still an above and below? Do we not stray, as through infinite
nothingness? Does not empty space breathe upon us? Has it not become colder?
Does not night come on continually, darker and darker? Shall we not have to
light lanterns in the morning? Do we not hear the noise of the grave-diggers
who are burying God? Do we not smell the divine putrefaction? - for even Gods
putrify! God is dead! God remains dead! And we have killed him!
How shall we console ourselves, the most murderous of all
murderers? The holiest and the mightiest that the world has hitherto possessed,
has bled to death under our knife - who will wipe the blood from us? With what
water could we cleanse ourselves? What lustrums, what sacred games shall we
have to devise? Is not the magnitude of this deed too great for us? Shall we
not ourselves have to become Gods, merely to seem worthy of it? There never was
a greater event - and on account of it, all who are born after us belong to a
higher history than any history hitherto!" Here the madman was silent and
looked again at his hearers; they also were silent and looked at him in
surprise.
At last he threw his lantern on the ground, so that it broke
in pieces and was extinguished. "I come too early," he then said.
"I am not yet at the right time. This prodigious event is still on its
way, and is traveling - it has not yet reached men's ears. Lightning and
thunder need time, the light of the stars needs time, deeds need time, even
after they are done, to be seen and heard. This deed is as yet further from
them than the furthest star - and yet they have done it themselves!" It is
further stated that the madman made his way into different temples on the same
day, and there intoned his Requiem aeternam deo. When led out and called to
account, he always gave the reply: "What are these temples now, if they
are not the tombs and monuments of God?"
Brother, we now live in the time prescribed by the madman.
What then do we do? We play games that are facsimiles of a harsh reality, a
time where we have unanchored ourselves to any meaning and so everything is
meaningless, even the question itself. It is said that our bodies are the
temples of the Living God, so if we have killed God, have we killed ourselves?
I suppose that itself is meaningless as well. I am tired of the game, and have
decided that it is over. I wish you well, peace and blessings. - Aeon
Maccam took the book off the desk and put it in his satchel.
He reached over and pulled the lids of the eyes down. He couldn't
stand their blank, lifeless stare any longer. He walked towards the chamber
doors and looked down at the sobbing mass and said, "Take heart, we will
make a place for you and the citizens of the cities." The steward kissed
the feet of his new benefactor. After a time Maccam was able to unhook his leg
and made his way towards his steed. He could not wait to make his way back
toward home and away from this nightmare. There were many things to consider, some
things perhaps taken for granted that needed to be re-examined. As he made his
way out of the city, he looked up and saw a ray of sun poking through the thick
cloud that had tormented this land. The ray hit his face and warmed his skin.
He looked down and saw a sprout of green poking out of the hard, dry land. He stopped to consider the magnitude of such a small thing. Out of the countless blades of green
carpeting the vast lands of Illyriad, this one single blade spoke a resounding
message: There is hope. And with that thought, he disappeared through the thick
brush at the edge of the enchanted forest and held fast to the vision of his
wife and son illuminated by the Sun, the light of creation.
lyrics: Can't stand this cage cos there's no place to fly to. My future's been cancelled, my past's just a lie. You say, ''Do it alone'', and I'm trying like hell to rise up from the ashes, be somebody else. I shout my rage from the rooftops, burn down this shell, but you smile from the gallery, ringing a bell. And I jump, and I've jumped but the bars are still there. I know deep inside me you don't really care. You say, ''Sleep baby. Sleep. It's all just a dream.''
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