It seems to me that these experiences have been for nothing

For all the happiness obtained for my time here

I have received triple it in negativity

There is nothing here 
But 

Despair
 

I spent three years wasting my time

My time I wasted through my own actions

I thought that I could lead several alliances

But emotional immaturity ensured that it was not to be

For how can one lead if one cannot see past his nose?

This I did not know, but now...

I admit to my errors

I take entire responsibility

There are some I hate within this game

That carries over to my physical manifestation of being

That sort of behavior is not helpful to me, I believe

I have sent my armies and thieves

At a few traitors that I see

Though what does that really accomplish?

Not so, perhaps it aids my friends who are fighting a different war than I

but the same war in game

Whatever the matter, I am sorry

For the issues that I have caused

But even as I issue an apology

The hate within me yearns to be released

and for that, I try to take my leave

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Subatoi