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    Posted: 19 Feb 2014 at 06:17

It seems to me that these experiences have been for nothing

For all the happiness obtained for my time here

I have received triple it in negativity

There is nothing here 
But 

Despair
 

I spent three years wasting my time

My time I wasted through my own actions

I thought that I could lead several alliances

But emotional immaturity ensured that it was not to be

For how can one lead if one cannot see past his nose?

This I did not know, but now...

 

I admit to my errors

I take entire responsibility

There are some I hate within this game

That carries over to my physical manifestation of being

That sort of behavior is not helpful to me, I believe

 

I have sent my armies and thieves

At a few traitors that I see

Though what does that really accomplish?

Not so, perhaps it aids my friends who are fighting a different war than I

but the same war in game

 

Whatever the matter, I am sorry

For the issues that I have caused

But even as I issue an apology

The hate within me yearns to be released

and for that, I try to take my leave

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Subatoi



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Nuuuuuuuuuu.  I understand that you need some time away for good reasons but I hope that you come back soon.  We have commies to keep in check!  

P.S. Nice poem Cry
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Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Rill Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: 20 Feb 2014 at 05:47
Take care of yourself Suba.  You will be missed.  Come back sometime and let us know how you are doing.
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Fare thee well, my one-time enemy and recently ally and friend, good bye my fellow Josh advocate. :(

Edited by Juswin - 21 Feb 2014 at 03:18
It may be that you are right. Then again, you may be wrong.


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Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote tansiraine Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: 21 Feb 2014 at 06:12
hmmm does this mean i have to find you on campus?? 
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this is posted in "fiction"
 the meaning of fiction is (according tot thefreedictionary.com : 
fic·tion  (fÄ­k′shÉ™n)
n.
1.
a. An imaginative creation or a pretense that does not represent actuality but has been invented.
b. The act of inventing such a creation or pretense.
2. A lie.
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a. A literary work whose content is produced by the imagination and is not necessarily based on fact.
b. The category of literature comprising works of this kind, including novels and short stories.
4. Law Something untrue that is intentionally represented as true by the narrator.

So you didn't leave? 


Edited by Corwin - 21 Feb 2014 at 12:53
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LOL, 

You drama queen. Wink

Well, guess if anyone had a bone to pick with you it would be me. Then again, if anyone enjoyed your aquaintance. Then it would be me to. Cool

You know what I am talking about. That's between you and me. 

Have fun EF, 
and take care. 

No pun intended, but you prolly expect it anyway. 
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Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Chaos Armor Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: 22 Feb 2014 at 06:50
Sad to see you go, EF. Hope you and the rest of players who have left come back at some point.
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Post Options Post Options   Thanks (0) Thanks(0)   Quote Diva Quote  Post ReplyReply Direct Link To This Post Posted: 23 Feb 2014 at 03:29
I prolly fit in one of those "categories".. LOL.. I remember us joining about the same time.. you first. and as Eternal Fire we were back to back in playing our first tourney. Always speaking in fun!

Then for some reason, you took my ingame character as a showoff, and attention seeker which is partially true, but no different than anyone else as a CHARACTER, even got yourself banhammered for trying to cuss at me. There are more incidents I could name that were not pleasant, but eventually .. I let it go... Your many moods I have come to learn are part of you, and others have said you mellowed out.. I did see some of that...

Anyway.. come back, surprise us with a new you... nothing is gained in an online game over rage-quitting. There are many more positives in the game than negatives even if there is a war. That too shall pass, as they all do.
"Um diva.... you are sort of acting like a .... diva...." - PhoenixFire
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